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[03 Sep 2006|12:04pm]
God is so good to me.

oh...and we have wireless in our apt. and we're not supposed to. MUAHAHAHAHA :)
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[01 Sep 2006|12:26pm]
i'm back at school and it's good.
i can't believe how much i missed this place.
this semester is going to be hard though.
plus, i'm in love.
and it's hard.

the end.
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[18 Aug 2006|02:40pm]
sooooooo basically i'm one huge bundle of exploding emotions right now.

i leave tmrw to go back up to school.
i'm really excited and happy about seeing everyone.

i'm unhappy and angry because my dad was supposed to drive up with me but can't which isn't much of a shock considering i have never been able to count on him my entire life.

i'm nervous about driving 8 hrs by myself.

i'm sad about leaving my mom again. especially with all that going on around here.

i'm stressed out b/c i have too much crap to pack.

i'm worried about the future because that's just what i do.

i feel like a woman going through menopause. it's uppppp then dowwwwwnnnn

but mostly i'm happy/excited.

the end.
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[15 Aug 2006|11:46am]


#10 The line you see forming outside of your Theology classroom is not for extra credit but for Dr. Scott Hahn’s autograph.

#9 You are NOT surprised to see nuns in full habit in the fieldhouse playing racquetball.

#8 You see more people hugging each other in one week than in all your family reunions combined.

#7 Someone asks if you want to see a picture of his German Shepherd and you are handed a photo of Benedict XVI.

#6 You see more 12 passenger family vans on campus than at Hertz Rent A Car.

#5 You unpack your hiking boots at the first sign of snow, and notice that everyone else is just changing their sandals.

#4 You join a group saying they’re going to see Men In Black, but you suddenly realize they’re taking you to the Chapel for Confession.

#3 You tell your roommate that you have 9 siblings and she calls your parents late bloomers.

#2 Your Orientation Team Leader welcomes you with a smile and then hands you a hard hat.

#1 You’re reading in the library and find photos of your campus and classmates in the latest edition of Newsweek magazine.
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[15 Aug 2006|08:38am]
so i'm leaving for school on saturday because i'm helping out with orientation.
i'm SUPER excited.
i'm either driving up by myself, my dad is coming with me, or it will be me and alan if he needs a ride. could get interesting.
i'm soooooooo happy to be going back for so many reasons, but i feel kinda guilty leaving right now cause there's a lot going on around here. but i guess that's life.
but man, do i not want to pack. i hate packing.
but for now i will go to mass.
happy feast day of the Assumption!!!

Regina Angelorum, Ora Pro Nobis! :)
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[02 Aug 2006|04:35pm]
so....it's official.
it's time for me to go back to school.
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[31 Jul 2006|09:50am]
gosh darn.
summer has gone by so freakin fast!
i'm leaving the 19th to head back up to school (i'm helping out with orientation)
i'm really excited to go back...
but the transition may be weird again. this summer has been off the charts weird.
but that's life.
i just know that i'm excited for all that God has planned for me this year.
it's going to be peeeeeeeeeerty amazing.
um....the end. :)
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[28 Jul 2006|01:13pm]
i feel like God is calling me in a direction I don't want to head.
and it scares me.
BIG time.

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[20 Jul 2006|03:15pm]
this summer has not at all gone according to plan.
there is so much that has happened that i wasn't expecting.
i'm confused as to what it is I'm supposed to be doing right now.
maybe just work and be bored?
now my plan to see erin and michigan has gotten cancelled...
so what? now i'm supposed to go to asheville with my dad and my STEPMOTHER?!?!
"by His grace, I will press on..."
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[18 Jul 2006|06:31pm]
if you read this, please pray for my family and i.
there's so much stuff going on...and it's really really really stressful.

thanks :)
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[11 Jul 2006|08:30pm]
today my glasses cracked. and then they snapped in half.

i'm worried about my dog.

i'm worried about finances.

i watched the village tonight and it was by far the most retarded thing i've ever seen.
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[09 Jul 2006|03:13pm]
today's my mommy's bday.

tmrw is mary's bday.

i'm leaving in 8 or 9 days (not sure which yet) to go to michigan.

my doggie has a big 'ol kidney stone and i feel bad for her.

my cousin john is visiting from guam and he's....interesting....

it is gorgeous outside right now.

and mass today was amazing....

and alissa is in africa right now...

and i love life.

the end.
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boom. [04 Jul 2006|12:04pm]
happy 4th of july!

don't accidently blow yourself up.

or intentionally for that matter...
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um..yeah. [29 Jun 2006|01:40pm]
so working at starbucks is a lot harder than some people may think. it's a little overwhelming, but i think i'm a fast learner so it's ok.

i'm going to michigan july 19-23 to visit erin!!!! (and other michigan friends). i'm really excited. i get to see FUS people again!

i talked to al yesterday. she is such an amazing person. she's leaving soon to go to freaking Ethiopia to do mission work. i'm so excited for her. she's one of the leaders for orientation and since i volunteered to help out for that, she said i might be on her team which is entertainment. hahahaha. great. i get to get up in front of a bunch of freshmen and make a fool out of myself. i'm excited. :)

um...so i got a new car this past friday. it's a black 2005 Toyota Corolla CE and i looooooove it.

and i love you. peace out.
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thank you for showing me that it's different than the way i imagined... [22 Jun 2006|10:26am]
so summer has gotten a lot better because of revelation. it's crazy how sometimes i get knocked upside the head unexpectedly and realize how stupid i've been. i love when the big guy upstairs teaches me new things even when it's painful...

so monday was fun because i hung out with abby that night and we got chocolate chip cookie dough milkshakes from steak and shake. then on tuesday i went shopping with her at south park and it was fun even though i'm way too cheap for that mall. then....!!!

thanks to beth's internship at the newspaper, she got 4 free tickets to the dave matthews band show and so me, beth, megan, and meg's bro went to the concert and they were amaaaaaaaaazing seats--$60 tickets and they were like 15th row center. perfect. and i didn't have to pay a penny. it was an amazing show. i've seen them before, and even though i'm not a huuuuge fan of them they still blew me away because they're THAT talented. i saw my brother there and that was pretty nifty too. my brother is cool.

this weekend i'm getting a car. and i'm finally doing my training for target on sunday.


<3 Hebrews 12:1-2 <3

run with perseverence...

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[15 Jun 2006|10:39am]
i'm finally done with jury duty. don't want to have to go through that again. maybe next time i get called i'll just tell them i died. even though they're the government and they'll figure it out. trust me, desperation would be necessary. it is torture.

i haven't started my job yet thanks to jury duty, and i don't know when i will. fantastic.

so lately, i've had a lot of problems. it's hard to explain, but basically i feel like i don't know what i should be doing and i just don't know who i am anymore. but i think i know who i'd like to be. i just feel like i have no one to turn to. some of the people in this world that i though knew me...don't. it's weird. it's like i don't know how to communicate or interact with anyone anymore, including myself. so...i don't know if that even makes sense, but in lieu of it all, i feel like there's a core problem that's at the root of everything. i'm just not sure if i know what it is. i'm avoiding the world, and that's just not healthy. but i have no desire to interact with it. i'd love to just live in my bubble and be. but i can't because i'm not happy in my bubble.


i'm not missed. it's obvious.

the end.
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yea. [04 Jun 2006|09:19pm]
i love having the windows open in the house. especially when it's raining outside. i love listening to it. and the air feels soooo good.

busy two days coming up...tmrw I'm apparently having dinner with my stepmother because she's in town on business. woohoo. not really looking forward to it. i mean, i don't hate the woman, but i definantly don't like her. she know's that too. i don't know what the deal is. it's like she wants to torture me or something. it's like...."hey i don't really have interest in your life but i'm going to pretend i do just because i can." it's so annoying. so, why go along with it? that's a really good question. maybe it's because i'm just a nice person. maybe the fact that i still don't have my new car keys in my hand yet has something to do with it as well. WHAT? don't judge me. if you met the lady you'd understand.

then....tuesday i have jury duty. yeah. crazy. hopefully i won't actually have to come in, but i doubt i'll get out of it. BUT that day is the day i'm supposed to be training for my new job. great. just great.

this weekend my brother is playing/singing at this upscale wine bar in ballantyne (aka rich people's land). my mom and i went and checked out the place and it is REALLLLLY nice. i'm excited about going. he's really good.

today was my best friend's birthday. yaaaaaaaaaay. she's old. that means i'm getting old. geesh.

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i hate putting a subject. [30 May 2006|09:05pm]
so in lieu of my last post i thought i should explain myself.
i'm really not that emo...ok, maybe sometimes.
i'm just going through a weird adjustment period.
i'm starting to realize how much i've changed in just a year's time...
and how much everyone else has too.

change isn't a bad thing...it's just weird and something I don't really handle easily sometimes.
but yeah.
i'm ok.

and i know i'm not alone....I never could be even if I wanted to be.
every time I've tried to walk away from God and all that I believe, I realize I can't.
I physically, emotionally, mentally, etc...cannot. He's captured my heart. and I only wish now to give it fully to Him.

dang. I'm poetic. heh..I try, I try.

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? [27 May 2006|08:22pm]
i feel so alone.
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I HAVE A JOB!!!! [23 May 2006|04:23pm]
praise Him! i FINALLY got a job...and at Target (where I really wanted to work)

I work at the Starbucks hahaha figures. now i get to help people obtain their caffeine fixes. I'm excited. I think it will be a lot better than being a cashier...I'll actually get to move around and talk to people and make fun coffee. yay.

I have training next week sometime....so....yeah, it's in matthews so you should come visit me when i start :)

i'm also going to go car shopping this week. i think i'm getting a saturn. and megan is coming home on memorial day.


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